Saturday, February 23, 2008

We're Having A Baby!

On January 19th, 2008 we were supposed to have a baby… it didn’t really happen as planned as you can imagine…

Nine days later, we went to the hospital for Sandy to begin being induced. Again, that didn’t really happen as planned…

Here is how things went down starting the day we headed to the hospital on Tuesday, January 29th, 2008.

That morning, we got to the hospital a little after 9 a.m. and were admitted to the Maternity Ward, where we were placed in a room and shortly thereafter Sandy was hooked up to an IV and the nurse started to administer Pitocin which is supposed to ripen the cervix and speed up the labor process.

However, this did not do very much for Sandy to get her into labor. She was on a Pitocin drip for the entire first day we were in the hospital and hooked up to a baby monitor as well and nothing happened. The nurse came in a few times during the night to adjust the baby monitor that was strapped around her stomach, but other than that zip, zero, zilch, nothing, nada!

One funny episode that happened the first day was, while Sandy and I were in our room, just sitting there talking to each other, one of the people from the adjoining rooms entered that bathroom that is shared with our room, went in and started using the toilet.

As they were in there, they let out a long, loud, echoing fart as they were going the bathroom.

Well, as mature as Sandy and I are, we immediately started giggling. And with great timing, the nurse came in to start giving Sandy instructions on what they were going to be doing and we still couldn’t stop giggling. The nurse finally just stopped and turned around and said “I’ll come back later to check on you!” It was a very fun and very amusing part of the day.

I slept in the same room on an “oh so comfortable” cot and tried to get as much sleep as possible. With the baby monitor beeping all night and then a little alarm going off in the middle of the night because the monitor lost the heart rate (which causes a little panic, let me tell you). The monitor belt had simply slipped off to the side and needed to be readjusted.

So, on day number two, with a birthing room available and Sandy “ready to go” at any second (yeah right), they moved us down to one of the larger birthing rooms in the other wing.

We got settled into our new room, and the nurses came in again, hooked Sandy up to the heart rate monitor for the baby, and once again started the Pitocin drip. And for another 8-10 hours, we sat there and nothing happened. Sandy would get a little crampy and uncomfortable, but nothing much other than that happened.

One thing that was happening was Sandy was starving. She hadn’t really eaten a decent meal since we got to the hospital. The other thing was Sandy’s regular doctor was done early in the morning on Wednesday and was going to be off for the next couple of days.

The bad thing about that was the doctor who was covering for her was Dr. Ritcher. This is the guy who at her second appointment after finding out she was pregnant (about 8 weeks) asked her if she had been gorging because she had gained thirteen pounds since her last visit.

It was basically like the movie “Knocked Up”. The doctor that we absolutely didn’t want to deliver the baby, was going to be the one delivering the baby. Sandy was not happy.

As day two rolled along, nothing happened except the changing of the guard. Nurse after nurse came through the door, more adjusting of the monitor, checking the time, checking the ‘drip, asking how Sandy is feeling, over and over and over.

The weirdest part about all this, is the nurses would come through the door, put on a latex glove, squeeze a little ketchup packet of lube on their fingers, sit down at the end of the bed, put the hand up Sandy’s sheet, do the “mmmhmm, mmmmhmmm”, and move on.

There was no introduction, hi, how you doing, nothing. Just, pull, rip, squirt, sit, lift, push, mmmhmm, mmmhmmm, rip, trash and out the door.

I was sitting there like “who the F was that?” So weird.

By the time 6 p.m. rolled around. Dr. Ritcher finally came into the room and said, “Ok this is what we’re gonna do, we’re going to switch you to Cervadil which is basically a pill on a string that we press into your cervix to induce you. If that doesn’t work, since I’ll be the one to examine you in the morning, we’ll just move you right in to do a C-Section. OK?”

Sandy’s only response to that was “Can I eat something? I’m starving!” So, I went to Bertucci’s and got us some food. Which was much needed. As I’m sure you all know how yummy hospital food is.

One of the strange things that was happening or not happening as it were, was Sandy was not dialating at all. And the fear was that when Sandy was younger, she had a LEEP procedure, (
http://www.womenshealth.org/a/leep_info.htm) and the nurses and doctor thought it might have caused scar tissue which was preventing her cervix to soften enough to stretch and finally dialate enough. However, that was not the case.

So, after having something to eat and watching TV for a little while, we were exhausted, and we really hadn’t done anything other than wait. Around 9 p.m. we turned out the lights and went to sleep. The nurses were still in and out monitoring the baby’s heart rate which had been fluctuating drastically all day. They would get a good even rate, then the rate would spike, then the rate would drop, so they were watching that very closely.

Then, around 2 a.m. Sandy woke up and said to me, “I feel like I’m going to be sick.” So, I got one of the puke trays and put it in front of her face and she vomited a little. One of the nurses came in and began to monitor the heart monitor a little more closely. Another nurse came in and did the “pull, rip, squirt, sit, lift, push, mmmhmm, mmmhmm, rip, trash and out the door.”

Sandy said she was feeling crampy, uncomfortable and sick. She was getting more and more aggravated at me because I was holding the tray close to her face, tucking her hair behind her ears and kissing her on the forehead all while she was getting sick. Basically telling me to back off so I don’t think she’s so disgusting. Ahh, True Love!

The more sick feeling Sandy got, the hotter and more uncomfortable she got and the more one of the nurses kept saying in a soft annoyingly pleasant voice, “that’s good, that’s what you want to feel, you’re doing great, just like that, mmhmm!”

We both wanted to tell her to shut up, however, in retrospect, she was really helpful in keeping us calm and focused. She was actually really great. But at the time, she was annoying as hell.

By about 3 a.m. Sandy had been in and out of the bathroom a couple of times. Feeling more uncomfortable and crampy, and just plain out of whack. The nurse suggested she run a bath and get into the tub to calm her down and sooth her a bit. So, she got into the tub and a few minutes later the nurse came over and said “this is Nubain it should make the pain a little better and relax you.”

About 30 seconds after she injected the needle into Sandy’s IV, her eyes rolled back and she started saying, “I’m really sleepy, I just want to go to bed.” This stuff was like heroin. Her eyes rolled back in her head and she was ready to just SLEEP!

Now, keep in mind, she’s in an oversized bathtub, naked, slippery and completely lethargic and going limp by the second. She started to slide down into the water, and I kept trying to reach down to hold her up somehow but, there really isn’t anything to hang on to, to hold her up.
So, I said to the nurse, I think we have to get her out of her because she’s going to pass out and I can’t hold her above the water.

About 30 minutes later the nurse and I got her out of the bathtub and moved her back to her bed.
Sandy was getting more and more uncomfortable and the baby’s heart rate was peaking and dropping a lot. So, they kept readjusting the monitor and changing Sandy’s position to try to get a better reading, which again, made Sandy even more uncomfortable.

Then all of a sudden, around 4:30-5 a.m. the lights seemed to come on completely, there were about six nurses in the room and one of the nurses was yelling into a room phone saying “I need you to tell Dr. Ritcher to get down here now, we really need him here right now.”

This kinda scared me because I didn’t know that anything had changed too much. I was more concerned with trying to keep Sandy calm and make sure she was comfortable.

Then once again, a nurse came into the room and did the “pull, rip, squirt, sit, lift, push, mmmhmm, mmmhmmm”, but this time, she added, talking to no one in particular “I can’t tell what that is, is that the scrotum, or is that a scar?”

A few minutes later, Dr. Ritcher came in and started bickering with the nurse that was in the room that basically demanded he come down here right now.

At the same time, another nurse was trying to get a solid heart rate on the baby, so, they were moving Sandy to her hands and knees to take some of the pressure off the baby, and the very second she got to her hands and knees Dr. Ritcher says “OK, I need you on your back to examine you!”

Sandy turned to look at me and mouthed “What the F***” to me. She began to move over to her back and Dr. Ritcher began yelling at the nurse.

“The baby’s heart rate has been variable for the last two days! I don’t know what the big deal is?” or something to that effect.

When Sandy finally go to her back, the doctor sat on the bed and began to examine her and again did the “mmmhmm, mmmhmm” and then stood up and said “Well, we’re going to have a baby! You’re 9 cm.”

And in an instant, there were new people in the room, old carts and tables were removed, new carts and tables were brought into the room.

Sandy then asked the question that probably every woman wants to ask, “Can I have my epidural now?”

And she got the response that they all fear.

“It’s too late for that now” the doctor said.

Sandy’s response, outloud. “What the FUCK!”

The nurses then moved into position and got Sandy prepared, started lifting legs and telling her to push. They gave me one of her legs to hold and I did everything I could to make her feel comfortable and coach her along.

The baby’s head began to crown pretty quickly, and the nurses kept telling Sandy to do long deep pushes. Then a quick breath and then long deep pushes again.

If her pushes were short and shallow the baby would rock back in and not make any progress. As it was the baby’s head didn’t seem to make much progress once it made it’s initial appearance.

However, the point of the head was clearly visible and the nurse said, “Do you want to feel the baby’s head?” Sandy looked at me and said “No, don’t look” but the nurse grabbed my hand and placed it on the top of the baby’s head. You could feel the small round head and I turned to look and you could see the hair, it was pretty freakin’ amazing.

We had asked that the baby be put on Sandy’s stomach right after it was born. And we also asked that the umbilical cord not be cut right away. And the doctor and nurse said, “sure, absolutely.”

After several minutes, the doctor sat down at the end of the table and I saw him pull out what seemed to be large needle, below table level so Sandy could not see it. And all of a sudden Sandy said “OUCH, what was that????”

The doctor said, “I’m just giving you a little novacaine.” And with that, Sandy started pushing harder than she had pushed all morning. She bared down and pushed and within two minutes the baby was out!

And at 6:11 am on Thursday, January 31st, 2008 the doctor said “IT’S A GIRL!” and I turned and looked at Sandy and she started to cry and said “Isabelle”.

However, the doctor did not put Isabelle on Sandy’s stomach like we had asked. He cut the cord right away and took her over to the baby cart. They put her on the table and started to work on her right away, which made me kind of nervous. Because the other thing I was noticing was, there was no crying. No, baby screaming, no noises other than doctors talking.

And for a few tense moments, there seemed to be no sound.

Then, “WHAAAA uh, WHAAAA, uh, WHAAA”.

There it was, my beautiful baby girl’s little voice.

What did happen during the birth though, was my baby girl pooped. The doctors were worried that she had inhaled some of the maconium and that it was possibly blocking her airway. That was part of the reason why she didn’t make any noise right away. So, they were going take her to the post-natal care unit and run a few tests on her and make sure that she was in perfect health.

They originally said they were probably going to keep her the entire day, which would have totally sucked… however, they told us less than 30 minutes later that she would be back down in about an hour. Which was amazing news.

Another funny and interesting side story, was after Sandy got up after she had the baby, the nurses helped her to the bathroom and I noticed that the mat on the bed and sheets had some blood on them. As soon as I saw the soiled linens, I took them off the bed and threw them in one of the hampers for soiled linens.

The reason I did this, was Sandy had been drilling into my head how gross and disgusting I will think she is during this entire process of child birth, which to be honest, is almost the exact opposite of how I came out thinking about her. The problem was, her perception would be the only thing that mattered. So, if she thought that I saw something that she thought I might think is disgusting, it would totally upset her. So, as soon as I saw the sheets like that I got rid of them so she would never see them and would never knew that I saw them. Make sense????

However, the nurses gave me shit about this and said “you know, we have people that do that?”
So, I was kind of embarrassed, but I had to tell them why I did it and got the “awww aren’t you so sweet” bullshit.

Soon after that, by 6:30 a.m. we were texting our family and letting them know that Isabelle Raine Beauregard was born this morning at 6:11 am and Baby, Mom and Daddy were all doing fine.

Within an hour we were moved to one of the post-natal rooms which are much smaller, but still nice, and Isabelle was brought down in a little baby bassinette and we got to hold her for the first time. Again, it was pretty freakin’ amazing.

The big mystery regarding the “LEEP” Scar and Sandy not dialating ended up being Isabelle’s head. After she was born we noticed a large red knot or bump on the side of her head. What we found out was that part of her head was blocking the opening of the cervix and getting squeezed when Sandy contracted, so it never felt like the cervix was softening and it sealed everything up, so her water never seemed to break. Pretty freakin’ weird, but pretty freakin’ amazing.

Sandy, by here account was feeling 100 times better than she had the previous two weeks. She had Isabelle completely natural, with no epidural and no drugs, other than the heroine-like nubain early on! And, she was walking around like nothing had happened. She was hopping onto the bed when the doctor wanted to examine her, with no real pain or discomfort at all. Even the doctor was shocked and prescribed her with some vicodin “just in case”. The only pain medication Sandy had after the child birth were a couple of Tylenol. She was again, pretty freakin’ amazing.

We had a few visitors on Thursday to come see the new baby and say congratulations.

We were in the hospital for one more full day, and on Friday we had more visitors and I also made a trip home to take a shower, bring home one of Isabelle’s hats and a blanket for Daisy to smell and get used to and to get the car seat to bring it back to take Isabelle home for the first time.

All in all, it was a pretty exciting amazing experience.

Here’s the video version if you want to check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vO6H0A46jCo